Leave me lying here (poem vent)

`Leave me Lying Here`

Lying here in the dark,
Whispers of fear tear me apart,
I`m reaching for you,
Can you see me?

Longing for some emotion,
Am I still here?
Or have I been consumed by fear,
Your words they penetrate like spears.

I`m reaching for you,
You let me fall,
Crashing to the cold ground,
I Let go of all.

Memories fade from me,
Tears shatter all I`ve ever known,
Away from you I fall,
On my own.

Broken pieces lay,
Shattered by misery,
As if I never existed,
Because no one ever cares.

Fading away by myself,
No one to stand by me,
Drops of satin stain the ground,
I`m waiting wanting to be found.

Can you see me now?